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this is the fastest slow dance in the world
isn't it? isn't it?
the way the disco looks in your eyes
I think I'm hypnotized
cherry but the cigarette kind
tonight your eyes define our night
ill go where you are
and if you wanna dance
ill be right there
we'll make the plans
its not too far of a drive
truth [or consequences] to Santa Fe we are
and we'll drive in my car
til the road just stops
and pull over and keep air on hot
and spray until we don't- [hehe]
I know its a dream
but its where ill always want to be
black and white sheets
and elvis is playing as we walk down your street
you and me <3
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2. |
Dripping Blood
03:32
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your eyes are filled with dirt
covered up by what you think of me
you say im good enough
but im not who you wanna see
hurting like a thorn in my skin
so bare and soft and pale and thin
and dripping blood the minute its pulled out
I crawl my way into your head
and wish that I could stay there
but you won't let me
for longer than an hour
its moving like a deficit
it stole all of our innocence
im dripping tears the minute
you've gone home
I climb into my bed
and think of all the things inside my head
and how I hate them
and wish that they would die
I can't hear songs or read some books
and im sorry for my late response
but I feel like this all of the time
and its been 10 months and I can't have fun [get over it]
or do the things I've always loved
but don't cry cause I've been dead
since we were done
I wake up in the daytime
and fall asleep again
because I can't handle being awake
for too long
[im tattered and broken
misused and mispoken
im falling to pieces
to make you just notice
-defence mechanism
is love that you didnt
hand over when I did
for you all the time]
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3. |
Leaving
04:42
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I wanna smell your room again
relive all my memories through it
bugs are crawling over my hand
and im falling but I don't know where to land
breeze through the windows
your papers are flying
they're damned if they take off
you rush into catch them
but they're already gone
and you know the nights gonna be long
can you see the difference?
this one isn't as so lenient
and we dance in the streets when the sunsets
like we're okay
can we walk when it gets dark?
I wanna see all the stars
and we kiss like we're dying
and maybe we are
but its okay :)
when do you think that I'll be back?
im leaving for the north
we can do many things til then
and I know I can name some more yeah
turn on the tv I know what we're watching
blood and guts galore
you know its my favorite, I know that you hate it
but you've never seen me more happy
can you feel the distance?
im already miles away
standing right next to you
and there's nothing you could say
can we walk when it gets dark
I wanna see all the stars
and we kiss like we're dying
and maybe we are
but it's okay :')
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4. |
Drowning in the Wind
04:08
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my eyes, covered in tides
heart is all tied now
kiss wandering lips
snow falling like raindrops
love for you would never stop
like I know where youve been
who you're with
why im asking
I know you're sitting on your phone
taking pictures they shouldn't know
is the wind coming in
faster than you can close the doors?
is the rain still the same
faster than you can dry the floors
let it flood
I won't let you drown
grab onto me
I won't let you drown
the stars we met at the bar
the moon shining down on us
tears, following mirrors
keeping up the built trust
I know I wouldn't care
what you do
who you're with if you love me
I know youre sitting on your couch
im what you're thinking about
can we kiss?
is this it?
what else can I do for you?
intuit, movies hit
faster than you can dry the floors
I won't let you drown [I would never]
grab onto me
I won't let you drown
grab onto me
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Ashamed
03:45
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you're swimming in deep water
you wanna see my body rot
is it enough? is it enough?
to make you wonder
but not to touch
is it enough, it enough
to keep you off my mind
like I'm on yours too much?
I felt a way when you kissed me
like something was missing
you weren't mine completely
mine completely
I should've known, I should've never gone
now im alone and wrong
desired and despised in the same night
boy you put up such a good fight
now im crying on the phone
its a night that's lasted way too long
and I keep hearing you say my name
and I hide the way I feel ashamed
im consciously milking it out [dissapointed]
I don't know where to sound
can we stay in touch? can we stay in touch?
I see all of my patches and all of them rough
I feel your touch, your touch
and I know im imagining too much
a way when you kissed me
like something was missing
you weren't mine completely
you're never mine completely [duh]
I should've known, I should've never gone
now im alone and wrong
desired and despised in the same night
boy you put up such a good fight
now im crying on the phone
its a night that's lasted way too long
and I keep hearing you say my name
and I hide the way I feel ashamed [accept it]
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6. |
Sideline
03:49
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realize the wrong in our situation
im on the fences and starting to hate it
the voice in my head says I wanna let you back in [bruh don't]
im on the right, looking from the inside
thinking from the sideline
but you're the centerpiece
catch your cold eye
when im gone you're alone
and you wonder why
but what a day when we'd play
am I coming off too strong?
in your place youre my headache
why'd I wait so long?
to get you off my phone
I know you're lying, I know you care
and I feel everything even if its not fair
I say im done but I always run back to you
you come and go, just take it slow
want you to want me, want you to know
I say im done but I always run back to you
can't see the signs, can't feel our fire
I feel like im suffocating but I want your high
im on the ride, tumble from the skyline
love me all the damn time
cause im your centerpiece
catch your cold eye
in our heads in my bed in the moonlight
but why'd I stop? you're all I want
am I thinking way too much? its a thought
its a gunshot, I wanna feel your touch
am I asking too much?
I know you're lying, I know you care
and I feel everything even if its not fair
I say im done but I always run back to you
you come and go, just take it slow
want you to want me, want you to know
I say im done but I always run back to you
and I know that I want you,
but is this enough?
and I know that I want you
but I like to play rought
I gotta have you to keep me in check
boy im tough [cancers amirite]
I know you're lying, I know you care
and I feel everything even if its not fair
I say im done but I always run back to you
you come and go, just take it slow
want you to want me, want you to know
I say im done but I always run back to you [better not do it again]
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